So today is day 18 or no PMO or MO. I have gone back on the dating sites and I keep going back in fourth between searching out girls to have a lasting, meaningful relationship with (which is what I ultimately want most, but seems to be really hard to find the right girl), and girls to just get together and sleep with. My main goal is to cut PMO out of my life and I am wondering if I just sleep with real woman, maybe I can get more into the pattern of that, rather than the fantasy of PMO? I have a couple girls who are interested in possibly getting sexual, and that excites me very much, but it also makes me nervous because the sexual feelings are so overwhelming. All in all, I would rather get into the pattern of sleeping with real girls and having friends with benefits, than caving in and relapsing on PMO again. Better to start resorting to the real thing than to feel the fantasy right?
Thanks for reading!