Day 1 Again

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So, its been about 6 months since I've registered on to this site and I'm finally posting my first entry. I was never really one for posting on blogs so the first thing I did when I registered on to this site was procrastinate by telling myself that "I'll post my success story after I beat this PMO addiction." It seemed like a good idea at the time, but alas, that day has never come... He we go, six months down the road and I've quit countless times, but never for over a month. At first I said I'd quit forever, then I talked myself down to once a month, once a week, once a day....and here I am.
Since this is the first day, I think I'd like to set some goals:
1. I will do the standard 90-120 no PMO reboot
2. I will try to avoid anything explicitly sexual so as not to tempt me into relapsing (i.e. youtube videos)
3. I would like to meet a girl and eventually have a sexual relationship (like I used to before I went down the rabbit hole), but theres really no time constraint on that

I'll most likely ramble on about myself in subsequent days, but for now I'd just like to thank the founders of this site for creating such a wonderful place where I can read other people's struggles, and hopefully, one day inspire other people to overcome their PMO addictions.


Yeah, I've been trying to get

Yeah, I've been trying to get out as much as possible these past couple of days and it seems to be helping a lot. When I'm out having fun I don't even really notice the urge to look at porn that I'm sure is lurking just beneath the surface. When I get home, however, I still have to fight myself for control. Luckily today when that urge came up I said to myself, 'wait a minute, I have a blog now, what am I doing?". I feel like my subconscious mind is starting to catch on to what my conscious mind has been saying all along: time for a change. Haha, I can't get too overconfident though, I'm just going to take this one day at a time.