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Starting to think this is impossible!

Submitted by Wishmeluck on

I don't really feel I deserve much positive feedback right now.

I go through phases where I am non stop on porn for a few days/weeks, then I decide to stop and remarkably.... I do. I don't even struggle, I find myself happier, etc. What I do find is that during this time I still masturbate (But I do so in the normal way... Oh yeah another of my issues is masturbating prone, lying on my stomach effectively and rubbing on the mattress... very bad!).

One year on from failure...

Submitted by Wishmeluck on

I was a member of this site from roughly a year ago. I came on and off, and was the closest I've ever been to quitting completely.

I am now 21, and still a virgin, and have relapsed badly into my old ways.

This time I am determined to stop, it is affecting my life far too much, I hardly go out anymore, and my submissive fantasy's are all I ever think about, this has to change.

I am quitting from now, no excuses, so as always,


I have FOUR Weeks... Do I have any chance?

Submitted by Wishmeluck on

Okay this is the situation, in just four weeks I am jetting off with my friends to the lovely Magaluf (Ironically and aptly nicknamed - Shagaluf), and despite trying for a while now I am STILL addicted.

This is the first time I've totally admitted to myself I do have a full on addiction.

If you've read my last blog you will know that I do not just have an addiction to Porn, I am heavily addicted to BDSM, many fetishes etc.

During my rare periods of abstinence I have indeed found myself turned on by the thought of straight sex with a woman!!

20 year old total virgin, need help please?

Submitted by Wishmeluck on

Okay this is the first site of this site I have ever joined, although I have tried this on my own a few times. I know this site is about openness, but I am going to be very detailed, so if you are squeamish.. look away now!

I think I have 3 separate but kind of linked problems,

1. I have a huge femdom/BDSM/foot fetish

2. I masturbate in a weird way, which causes something called TMS ( This is a link to a website explaining what it is - http://www.healthystrokes.com/index.html )