So here I am at the theoretical halfway point to recovery and it seems at once both a long time and a short time. Short enough looking back to the beginning, but long enough to be daunting going forwards. So far there have been dizzying highs and quite frankly disturbing lows, but I feel OK at the moment. The first couple of weeks were comparatively easy, but recently I have found myself missing porn more as I get some semblance of libido returning.
Currently motivation is quite high, but I am being held back slightly by circumstances that I will not go into. Nonetheless I have written myself a bucket list which I can start to take action on. This list contains some gems such as;
- Drive a Delorean up to 88mph.
- Learn to use a straight razor.
- Carve a meerschaum pipe.
- Dive the Mexican cenotes.
- Write a novel.
This is just a small selection, there are more.
I will do these things.
It has already started to drain the coffers, a decent straight razor kit cost me £115. If you don't hear from me, I have probably accidently decapitated myself.