Okay this is the situation, in just four weeks I am jetting off with my friends to the lovely Magaluf (Ironically and aptly nicknamed - Shagaluf), and despite trying for a while now I am STILL addicted.
This is the first time I've totally admitted to myself I do have a full on addiction.
If you've read my last blog you will know that I do not just have an addiction to Porn, I am heavily addicted to BDSM, many fetishes etc.
During my rare periods of abstinence I have indeed found myself turned on by the thought of straight sex with a woman!!
So enough babbling, my worry is this, if I 'Pull' in Magaluf, and again cannot get an erection it will be a nightmare!
I know this isn't an easy question to answer, but what I really need is a bit of a 'quick fix', to give me the best chance of success on holidays, if i relapse afterwards that is okay, I know it's a long, hard road - but I can sort that out on my return.
If you need any more info in order to help, read the previous blog or ask away and I'll answer soon as I can!