I am on my 2nd month of PMO free with a few temptations. The worse has happened during my 3 days off over the weekend.
The 3 days off has brought me boredom and my stress has increased immensely. My sexual thoughts strike me anytime it has a chance to occupy my mind. Some of my online friends even showed off for me. Funny was that I found them rather boring, unlike before that I found it too exciting and gives me tingling sensation down under. Well I guess I am beginning to be really in control of my reaction to those stimulation. I also noticed that the more I get bored, or stressed, the more my sexual thought run wild. Sometimes I have depression tendencies out of boredom, and good thing is that I am now more aware how to react to these kinds of stresses. I still have compulsive moments. But I know it is part of the process of going to a full Recovery