Hey, I haven't posted too much recently.
I've observed a phenomenon. I think that if I spend a few minutes just thinking about my wife, it creates massive Oxytocin and really amps up my attraction for her.
By "thinking of her" I mean I sit quietly when I wake up and just feel her presence, picture myself with her, smelling her especially...it feels really good.
I used to do this sometimes when I had a girl I was dating and whom I liked, but often it wasn't possible without getting sexual and arousing. Sometimes it was possible but it got lost I think, that ability, due to going too far down the masturbation and porn rathole.
Anyway, going on 3 years here, on this forum, and I wanted to share this technique. It seems to really work to perpetuate and magnify my already existing huge attraction for her and makes everything even better.