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Finding that my urges are still strong, not really for P but just overall for the whole spectrum. Sometimes I think ok I can stop P from now on but if I dont do other things like consciously try to keep my mind in check and stop thinking in old ways and make new ways my progress will be stifled. Its like what I read about in Buddhism, you can meditate and read all you want about it but if you dont shift your ways to being a compassionate and selfless being then youll never make that full turn as a person. Overall progress though has been good. I love looking at the days rack up and know that change is happening. Step by step, inch by inch.