In real llife, I don't think I'd ever enjoy kissing a guy or having sex with a guy, but when I'm on the internet I like to go to roleplay forums and stuff like that and pretend to be a female character (whether it be from some sort of media, like a movie character or something like that)
And I'll sometimes even do pretend sex with a guy like through text and I find myself enjoying that more.
But in real life I never enjoy any of it.
I already know about my addiction which I'm currently focusing on my reboot but for now I'm just curious about this.
But when I'm online I mostly like to be a girl character and have pretend sex with a male character.
I prefer women in real life, as I said.
P.S. When I'm doing this roleplay sex thing as the girl, I never picture myself as the girl in my mind, and I'm pretty much interested in the act itself. Besides, even if I did think that way I can leave it up to my addiction, you know, the one I'm rebooting from right now?