Am I gay?

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In real llife, I don't think I'd ever enjoy kissing a guy or having sex with a guy, but when I'm on the internet I like to go to roleplay forums and stuff like that and pretend to be a female character (whether it be from some sort of media, like a movie character or something like that)
And I'll sometimes even do pretend sex with a guy like through text and I find myself enjoying that more.
But in real life I never enjoy any of it.
I already know about my addiction which I'm currently focusing on my reboot but for now I'm just curious about this.
But when I'm online I mostly like to be a girl character and have pretend sex with a male character.

I prefer women in real life, as I said.

P.S. When I'm doing this roleplay sex thing as the girl, I never picture myself as the girl in my mind, and I'm pretty much interested in the act itself. Besides, even if I did think that way I can leave it up to my addiction, you know, the one I'm rebooting from right now?

Sorry,

but it's not our job to help you analyze your urges. I finally learned that that just makes guys' OCD (which is what you're dealing with) worse. Please either stop this analysis here or go elsewhere.

What are you doing to stay off of internet porn?

Marnia wrote:

[quote=Marnia]but it's not our job to help you analyze your urges. I finally learned that that just makes guys' OCD (which is what you're dealing with) worse. Please either stop this analysis here or go elsewhere.What are you doing to stay off of internet porn?[/quote]

I have a porn blocker and I usually use willpower to stop myself from watching it