A few days ago, I emailed Scholar Girl, as mentioned in my previous blog. It was just a harmless "how's it going" kind of email. No response.
I am a little bit sad. I thought she and I were becoming good friends. But now, to make a long story short, it is starting to look like she only used me as a shoulder to cry on, and dropped me like a piece of garbage once I was no longer necessary. Really, she has made zero effort to convince me otherwise.
I thought I was the one who was socially stupid. But even I know that friendships require a minimal level of mutual respect, which is not being demonstrated here.
I'm not going to do anything about this for now. It is only Day 4, I might be affected by withdrawal symptoms and misreading things, don't want to end up doing something I regret. If this continues even at Day 30 or so, then perhaps that will be the time to act.
But one way or another, it sure sucks to do the rebooting all alone. I mean this forum is great, but it can't be a substitute for real-life human contact.