So I am finally noticing a slight change in this 9 1/2 week flatline.
It seems some days I have heightened libido and at bare minimum progress or notable changes. Others, just a flatline like today. I take solace in the fact that maybe this is a sign my flatline is coming to an end soon and my brain is showing me glances or flashes of my rewiring. I don't know. I may have a better answer if my improvements were more profound like maybe a boner from anything at this point( wouldn't that be nice? ), wet dream, regular physical reactions to real life babes, hell ANYTHING. Almost 70 days just seems too long to have not had much of any of this. BUT, moral of the post, I have begun noticing changes. As late as it may be.
Also, I want to know if maybe coming on to this site too frequently, as this is the internet (artificial stimuli?..) and I habitually check the forum like another habit I once had..
I am on the computer at work 8 hours a day 5 days a week so it is pretty hard to avoid. But fuck man, I just am beginning to wonder if I should just cut out the internet altogether.
My head's up high and at the end of all this, my hand will be too.