Hello, my intuition has led me to this website. I started transmutating my sexual energy 5 months ago and had a full kundalini awaken about two months ago. I am 100% and more conscious about the importance of healing through energy. I can feel attraction of auras almost right away and have felt spiritual orgasm by being close to a person I like and likes me. On an ocassion was just a couple who was kissing next to me in the movie theater. It was kind of terryfing at first because I thought I was possesed by some kind of demon but now I understand that if I direct that energy to my heart I can actually send out good vibes to the world and that is the best form of prayer! I do not want to have meaningless sex ever again and would like to meet people who have gone though a similar situation. I tried to explain this with simple words to someone but he has no idea of what I am talking about neither he is interested in white sex. The desire to share this incredible love is bigger than anything ever in my life and an inner voice tells me I have to keep looking until I find my true soulmate and that in the meantime I can also help others.