I have just finished my reboot after 65 days and have a raging libido and really feel like back at age 15. This is just an amazing feeling - it feels as if I am really alive again.
During the reboot I've felt really depressed because my libido was completely gone as I absolutely did nothing sexually. And the fear I am facing now is that my libido will vanish again if I refrain from anything that's sexual. (I am currently without a partner)
I get it that I should not watch porn anymore (I don't even have any desire for it anymore) but what's about masturbation with just focusing on the sensations without any fantasizing? I just don't want to tell my brain to start a second reboot and turn my libido off again...