I feel like I don't know who I am

Submitted by Spiritualhealing1988 on
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I am on my 37th day of reboot And feel very very neutral in terms of personality, desires etc. I feel very calm which is a relief but at the same time I feel like I don't have my drive,personality or any type of excitement. I feel that the only way I can think is in terms of logical mechanical processes. I hope I haven't lost my ability to feel.

At 87 days I have had a long

At 87 days I have had a long flatline with spurts of life in between. I've almost gotten used to the feeling. I know this can't be normal. Trust me it will pass eventually even if it takes forever. The signs of life have shown me the light.

To add...

I have some of my personality, but I know it's not the whole story. I know what you mean tho...I felt very very bland at one point.