Almost 3 years ago I fooled around with some girl in bar (was my first real kiss). Well that time I've got excited (boner), although I was drunk. Then 2 years later with my girlfriend I had first kiss with her, nothing happened. I panicked, I mean, I really love this girl,she is my sweetie, and not to mention she is sooooo hot! Am I going to have problem in bed? I mean come on let's face it, if I can get aroused when we kiss very passiontly...
Well, I do use porn, and masturbate..It happened ughh very long time ago.
First time I masturbate was about 9-10 years ago (I was around 13). I was thinking of Uma Thurman!
Then very fast I moved on pictures with naked women,then escalated to more explicit pictures and finally in just 2 years advanced on movies. I've bought porn magazines with DVDs and so on..until around 5 years ago internet came in my house..
I found more movies I could possibly looked. And in past half year I noticed that if I wanted to get aroused, I had to look transsexual porn. I mean I'm not gay!
Well I said that's enough!
I can get aroused when I look at porn,but when I want to get aroused with my girlfriend it's nothing.
So I've decided to stop with porn and stop with masturbation. I'm on day 3 yaay!
I have to mention that I tried to stop with my addiction before,but I've failed miserably!
Sorry for my bad english,it's not my mother tongue :)
So my question is, can i be fixed? Will I get my boner when I will make out with my girlfriend?
Hope for your support, I'll try to brief you with my progress.