I love the way I feel when I don't ejaculate for a couple of days. But when I ejaculate I feel like shit. I have no motivation to do anything and I just wanna be alone. But I have also premature ejaculation. My ultimate goal is to not have any orgasms, but because of PE, I can't help it. I've tried everything from kegels, reverse kegels, yoga, etc. but nothing works. What is your advice for me?
What about
trying soft entry and very little motion? See excerpts from this book: Tantric Sex For Men
Whether or not you're a porn user, you may find this page useful: Is my premature ejaculation (PE) related to my porn use?
My problem is I'm either
My problem is I'm either extremely horny, or I'm not interested in sex at all. For instance if I ejaculate today, I won't be interested in sex until a week later. I also stopped watching porn 6 months ago. But every one or two weeks I take a look at some videos for 30 min.
Might be worth
cutting out the ejaculation for a bit longer, and also the videos. Sometimes you have to return to baseline to reset your brain. You're prolly almost there. Read this: http://yourbrainonporn.com/node/79
PS
It's not unusual to see improvements for a year or more after quitting porn. And that's in guys who are totally consistent. Watch this video: ▶ Porn Induced ED Reboot Advice - YouTube