No PMO 20 days, then edging, then orgasm, amazing feelings

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Hello,

I just started another reboot process after failing time and time again. This time I'm on 7 days. I've had this addiction since I've been a teenager, stemming from finding my parents porn rentals when I was as young as 11 years old, now almost 35.

I have a question though. Back in November, I lasted 20 days ,then watched porn on my new Directv account. I edged that night to the extreme, and did not orgasm until the next night. I noticed a few days later I was extremely happy. It was like I just had the best sex of my life.

I found myself looking at girls that I wouldn't even find that attractive before, and would get an erection, or start to get an erection. My penis was very lively. I wish my life was like that every day. Well, maybe not quite like that, but if that is what I'm truly missing out on, I really messed up my life.

Is this something anyone else has experienced?

Orgasm

definitely fires up the system after a period of abstinence. But it's not necessarily a sign that you're "healed." Healing means a return to balance, whereas the neurochemical buzz from orgasm is usually temporary.

Did you have porn-related ED? If so, it's not unusual to feel a surge of libido during the week or two after you stop...and then a flatline that lasts for a while. Just treat the temporary high as a "taste of things to come," but don't panic if it doesn't last.

You might also ask your quesiton on YOURBRAINREBALANCED.COM

Thanks.. Well that was back

Thanks.. Well that was back this past November. I relapsed, and desensitized myself. I'm on Day 8 today, and doing well.

Yes. I have porn enduced ED.. No doubt. I don't have a girlfriend currently. I lost all sensitivity, but it comes back after abstinence from porn over a period of time.

The main thing I should do here at home is cancel my Internet connection, so that I only have work to be on the Internet, and I don't look at porn there.

Well, and my TV, but I don't pay for the extra premium channels that show nudity, etc.

Thanks for the link.. I wasn't sure were to post.