This is kind of a weird thing to post about, but I have been trying to get into a regular meditation practice for a while, but I have the experience of starting to climax when I do it however, which is putting me off progressing with meditation. I think it is worse when I am walking whilst meditating, but it has also happened sat down when I was focusing on the movement of leaves of an outside tree. There are no sexual thoughts involved, I just feel sexual energy building up in my body, as soon as I quiet my mind, then start to get the beginning of discharge sensations. I don't know what the cause is. I think possibly if I just stayed with it and tried to observe the feelings detachedly, the sensations would calm down, but it is quite distracting lol. Has anyone experienced something similar to this? I try to do no fap generally, though I don't always manage, and I still masturbate in my sleep relatively often, which I don't know how to stop, because I can't consciously control it.
Thanks in advance for any replies/advice.