First thing, Ithink I have a fetish for blindfolded/gagged girls. essentially the damsels in distress thing. Ive always jacked off to such videos only, not actual porn.I had a girlfriend in college, whom I had good make out sessions with, and she even used to agree to be subjected to my fantasies. But the thing is, I have been masturbating only to this, that i dont feel regular porn is arousing at all. And recently i had a bout of hocd, and i went on a no PMO spree. couldnt go beyond 7 days, and now im on it again. My mind is a mess. But i just hope to keep at it, and see how it turns out.