Almost relapsed...still might...

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...I couldn't sleep so I turned on the computer. I didn't look at porn, didn't need to. I looked a sexually suggestive picture. Tried to go to bed after that. One thing lead to another. My fantasies are intense enough where I am going dopamine hits, real solid ones. I'm going to try an watch some Hulu, take my mind off of it.

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Push through it man! The

Push through it man!

The hangover after drinking a large amount of alcohol the night before actually ended my last rebooting attempt after 70 days of abstaining...

Keep fighting, you can do it!

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Get out of the house one way or another, even go for an aimless drive, yell at the traffic, sing to the radio, stop off and have a coffee, or a walk in a park!

I'm in the same spot as you

I'm in the same spot as you right now. It's a difficult day where I almost relapsed and the day isn't over. I notice that my brain is eagerly awaiting it's moment to strike again... it's really nasty, as if there's a trap waiting for me later this day..

Good point on the drinking as well. I have some occasions coming up where there is potential drinking involved. I've had nights in the past where I would wake up masturbating after going out and drinking a lot. It really triggers that urge to release sexually..