Well I watched this yesterday and found it pretty inspiring. Kind of about opening yourself to your inner guide, if you will. It also contains a lot of wisdom I've been picking up from various sources lately and it condenses it nicely. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VvIBJVES6G0
Well my ex of a couple years ago is coming over tomorrow for a cuddle date and to listen to my band's new recordings. I'm pretty excited. It wasn't much of a relationship because I was into porn and she was into booze, but I'm expecting a nice time. I haven't had a good cuddle in a year so this is kind of thrilling.
Also I have tentative plans for tea with my most recent ex this Saturday. Also not much of a relationship, but I think making amends with these ladies will make my dating future much brighter.
Also I've been putting myself out there, facing the terror and getting some phone numbers, a previously unimaginable task. This article gave me the boost I needed to start doing that. http://www.wikihow.com/Be-a-Bad-Boy Cheesy title, but solid advice. Have had a few sort-of dates that feel more like practice than anything. And I started seeing my therapist again.
Hang in there boys. I started this journey in January and my romantic prospects are just now appearing. Give it time.