3 weeks in...

Submitted by Floyd on
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First post I've made in a while.

A quick recap: Went 44 days without PMO, then had a 3 day relapse, now back to 22 days.

Things are going well. I miss the superhuman energy and confidence I experienced in the first few weeks, but I feel pretty good and things seem to be going in the right direction.

I'm a lot more sociable at work and with friends and family.

I've been really busy with the holidays, but I plan to update my match profile soon and get out there.

About a week ago I noticed some jizz in my urine. I've seen others on here mention this so I wasn't concerned in any way.

Last night I went out with family and drank a good amount. Then I woke up this morning with the strongest morning wood I've had in years ( I rarely get them ). It was a mixed bag really. I was happy to have a major boner, I'm so immature that word still makes me laugh, and unhappy to have a mild headache.

It was so firm I though I might have jizzed without doing anything. I didn't, but a while later I noticed some jizz leakage after I urinated.

What does it all mean?

Don't really know, and I don't really need to. With each day, I'm one day closer to reaching my goal which I KNOW I'll reach without any setbacks.

I feel good mentally and physically, and know I'm progressing in this process.

I hope everyone has a Merry Xmas, or an enjoyable holiday season.

The new year is right around the corner. We can all look back on 2011 as the year we last engaged in PMO.

Good luck everyone! Stay strong.


Or at least

the last day you engaged in porn. Smile

Who knows what the jizz is about? "Semen leakage" has been reported by others too. They also reported it got better over time. But I remember a Daoist book author, who when asked why a guy was still having wet dreams after a while of practicing semen retention, said, "Listen to your body and find a woman."

Could be time to do some serious flirting.

The man jam does get much

The man jam does get much more infrequent. I got it on day four this time around, and it lasted through today (day seven). I probably won't leak again until day 12-15, but when I do leak again, it'll be in greater quantity and viscosity. From then on it usually happens once every 3-4 days. It's like the body puts on the brakes, then loosens them up a bit.

Clean since Dec. 18, 2011.