First post I've made in a while.
A quick recap: Went 44 days without PMO, then had a 3 day relapse, now back to 22 days.
Things are going well. I miss the superhuman energy and confidence I experienced in the first few weeks, but I feel pretty good and things seem to be going in the right direction.
I'm a lot more sociable at work and with friends and family.
I've been really busy with the holidays, but I plan to update my match profile soon and get out there.
About a week ago I noticed some jizz in my urine. I've seen others on here mention this so I wasn't concerned in any way.
Last night I went out with family and drank a good amount. Then I woke up this morning with the strongest morning wood I've had in years ( I rarely get them ). It was a mixed bag really. I was happy to have a major boner, I'm so immature that word still makes me laugh, and unhappy to have a mild headache.
It was so firm I though I might have jizzed without doing anything. I didn't, but a while later I noticed some jizz leakage after I urinated.
What does it all mean?
Don't really know, and I don't really need to. With each day, I'm one day closer to reaching my goal which I KNOW I'll reach without any setbacks.
I feel good mentally and physically, and know I'm progressing in this process.
I hope everyone has a Merry Xmas, or an enjoyable holiday season.
The new year is right around the corner. We can all look back on 2011 as the year we last engaged in PMO.
Good luck everyone! Stay strong.