. I am dating a beautiful person that I'm absolutely in love with. I do realize now that our past relationship was plagued with an addiction on my part. I needed that fix daily and I believe she was becomming my means to do so. I did not see the implications of her emotions and needs. Now I do. I want to change. Well, we have been practicing the exchanges for the last 10 days and it's been absolutely wonderful. We have also decided to set up days 4 days apart to make love. The two times this has occured- I have not ejaculated. I have gone 10 days now without ejaculation according to the information provided on this website. I have noticed increased energy, vitality and genuine heartfelt love for her. I am struggling with something. She is so beautiful to me. I literally go and am going crazy when I'm around her! Especially now. Am I taking on too much too quick? I do not know what to do at times. I can literally just look at her and go crazy for her. I love her so. I know this also sounds like a tinge of addiction. I do love her so much though. Guys (gals) - do you have any advice to get off this intense desire ride. I have been running ALOT and will go out (night) running many miles to help me.
She has been treated so bad by men all her life. Sex is plagued with so many bad memories. The thought of kissing me without it leading to sex is blowing her away. That is a beautiful thing. I want to sacrifice for her. I want her to heal through this! Every 4 days is great because then it would be more special anyway. I just need help in controlling this intense desire I have for her. I guess it could be the other way and that could be worse. Any advice you have? Thank you so much for this site. I do believe it may have saved us. :)