One thing i have always asked myself is what really is a normal sex drive? Honestly i have been on P and MB for many years so i don't think i really know. When i'm using porn and MB its difficult to get aroused by even everyday normal women, when i am not however it seems alot easier. This is of course a good thing, however i still wonder where the balance between being totally not turned on by sex, and being full of raging hormones. Im not sure theirs an answer to this, i guess everyone is different, but i'm just curious as to what others think
Another thing. On escalation. idk if anyone else noticed this. However when i was agressively watching Porn and MB. I would MB early in the day once, and then later in the day i wouldn't even be "horny", however my brain was almost calling for me to MB. Since my brain wanted to MB i looked for the more intense images to help compenasate that obession. Thats what lead me to MB 3-4 times a day, and to more intense stuff as time went on. I read somewhere that it takes a certain amount of time for your sex drive to fully recharge back to itself after an orgasm, however by MB so much i believe i was depleting myself for days, i just never realized this. this is why i think (coupled with the P) i actually had trouble getting aroused with a real partner, and what also led to the escalation.
Im curious as to what others think.
Update, i am at 2 weeks of no p and mb. I feel good , and my goal is to go at least 2 months without the MB, and forever without the P. If iever do go back to MB, itll just be maybe once a week, but hopefully i'll find a girlfriend by then.