Intense cravings started yesterday. Well I have been able to deal with them. Today something happened that has happened before several times. I am still not sure exactly what it is or what is happening during the episode. I feel the cravings just ramp up. I feel it all over my body. I then start to get an intense headache. I even have to close my eyes the pain is so bad. During this I start to get an erection. Then after a few minutes Bam something happens. A release of some kind. Not sure if it is an orgasm or what. It feels different but very similar. The pain, cravings and erection are gone almost instantly after that though. I think it is an orgasm. Not sure why it happens. It is very frustrating thing to have to deal with. I usually give in to masturbation after an episode like this within a few hours. This happened about 4 hours ago. I can feel the cravings and stuff coming back. I just need to figure some way to avoid giving in to them this time.
Anyone experience anything like this ? Have any ideas ?
I will be posting some more stuff about cravings later. Just want to get this down first and get some thoughts.