Feel Like I'm Going Through Puberty All Over Again

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So I had a wet dream last night. It's been wet dream galore for me lately. I'm 23, but I feel like I'm going through puberty all over again, haha.

About a week ago I had a wet dream, and then woke up and relapsed on porn and masturbation. And then I had another wet dream two nights after that (this past Tuesday). And then I have my wet dream last night. Sheesh!

I'm kind of disappointed because I was going pretty strong and I wanted to make it to two weeks without orgasm.

Oh well. There's nothing I can do to stop these wet dreams. I'd try to train myself to have lucid dreams, so that I could control them, but that seems like a lot of work, haha.

Another thing that's annoying about these wet dreams is that I wake up from them more tempted to give in and masturbate to pornography. I managed to fight off this morning's temptation by starting my day right away, getting busy tidying up and stretching and such.

But I always feel that, when I have a wet dream, I somehow "missed out" on an orgasm because I was unconscious when it happened.

Also, the dream lets me know exactly what my subconscious is turned on by at the time, so when I wake up, I have an idea of what I'd like to search pornography-wise. It's like having a dream where you eat a delicious meal of bacon and eggs with orange juice, and then you wake up and make that meal for yourself, knowing that that's exactly what you crave. But then again, since I did have an actual orgasm because of this dream, perhaps it's more like I made mysef and ate that perfect meal whilst sleepwalking, haha.

Hang in there

I'm 22 and I haven't had wet dreams *ever*, but I've often woken up after an erotic dream and relapsed to it. I think it's easier in my case because I don't get that "incomplete O" feeling which you might.

Meditation, followed by quickly hopping on to the daily chores, sometimes proves effective against the urges. Maybe you could leave your house and get some fresh air and some distractions? I still haven't had complete success, but I make it a point to be mindful about my feelings and perhaps gain insights on how to tackle them better next time.

Also, if you already haven't installed an anti-pr0n software (is that the correct term?), then I'd suggest you try this method for a start. Who knows, the trouble you'll have to take to get the blocked sites working again might just give you sufficient time to realise what you're doing.

Good luck!

- SL

Thanks for the

Thanks for the encouragement.

Unfortunately I gave in about an hour ago. I'm kinda mad at myself, but am trying not to be too hard on myself. But it's hard not to be hard on myself.

Oh well. Let's try this again. Two weeks without P/M starting today at 12: 30.