I feel all though i have cut the porn and masturbation out of my life, i dont deserve a pat on the back bc i was 'forced' to make the decision. I started abusing porn and (myself) a few years ago and did it with such frequency that i messed up my libido. I have had little to no sexual urge for about two years. Out of desperation and fear i continued this vicious cycle throughout this "grey period" one to reassure myself i could still function and two to possibly bring myself back around. Unfortunately i am uneducated on this subject and it appears i might have made it worse. At this point i have elliminated orgasm and porn out of my life, and this is my third week. I still feel the symptoms of low libido and ed issues(weak morning erections). I am reaching out here in an attempt to get some facts, and maybe some experiences to offer me a little hope, as i have very little left. I am 26 and feel like i will never live a normal life, 3 doctors including a specialist cant find anything wrong with me, but its obvious there is something physically wrong. All this worrying about never returning to normalcy has driven me into a state of depression and now i am taking antidepressant meds, will this further screw up my chance of a rebalance? i feel the anxiety and depression might do worse to me. Has anyone been to a neurologist to see if they have any methods to check your neuroendocrine system and see where the imbalance (if any) is? Has anyone had similar situation as me? i have been reading up on peoples struggles to quit masturbation and i havent experienced those feelings. Is there a light at the end of this long tunnel? thanx in advance..