I was just curious. I know when people try and recover sometimes there is this grey area they go through. Its when nothing excites them, as the brain tries to bring itself back into balance. I've been recovering well for 3 weeks. However like most people i get kinda scared, i feel at times, not all the time, like my libido is low, or i have no sex drive. I'll admit i looked at a little porn, just to see my reaction ( i know this is a huge no no), but i did it, so i'm not gonna worry about it.
The result - The response was alot more minimal then it used to be. I barely even got aroused by it. Which i def saw as a positive. At the same time it scared the crap outta me, thinking whats going on here. Why no libido?
I was just wondering is this normal. I feel as if my brain is somewhere in the middle, somewhere between porn, and being in balance again. Looking at real women. I can get aroused slightly by real women, and i can also slightly by porn. Thats what makes me think this. weeks ago it was all the way in favor of the porn, sort of like a pendulum. I guess some more weeks of staying away will help even more, still its scary, just wanted to see what others thought, maybe share your experiencs.