hi there, Im a early20s male, into fitness, healthy eating and now rebooting my brain can be added to that list
I found this site a few months back and identified with it immediatly, it was only about 2 weeks ago I went clubbin n brought a really cute/funny/bubbly girl to my new bed (recently moved outta home, now MUCH closer to the city) and lo & behold...no wood..its honestly like the 4th time its happened and Im over it. Naturally I lost her and the others before her.. dammit Im 100% commited to ending this nightmare.
Ive tried the no PMO but kept slippin up, I live with 2 guy roomates so porn/sex/girlfreinds(for them anyway) is something I sorta gotta block-out everyday. Anyway Im dertermined to keep to it this time, last time I lasted 3 weeks but i got so depressed, quiet, bored, angry lol who wudda thought a thing a stupid as porn could F*&% with our minds so deeply >=(
So Im not just sittin around waiting for the day to end like I feel like I am sometimes.
ATM Im doing p90x daily and Im upto week 4 of that now so I got further there than with no PMO.
Im eating healthy lean food, got a good network of freinds (that dont and will not be aware of this)
Im looking for ppl to talk to and share mutual support through the oncoming weeks/months we have ahead of us..
I looked at my last porn vid last night and have now deleted all porn from my HD, I even snapped my psp memory stick (soley dedicated to porn) and threw it in 4 different bins in town lol
Im gonna be posting often with insights and to vent so I hope we can help each other out here I look forward to hearin from sum of u awesome..lets face it BRAVE guys/girls