Just bonding behaviors when starting a relationship

Submitted by Karezza Korner on
Printer-friendly version

(CuriousFellow) I wish everyone who is considering getting into a new relationship would read my story. I decided to postpone the sex, and enjoy the bonding behaviors. Taking the focus off of sex made the experience soooo much more relaxed, enjoyable, and less stressful than previous dating experiences. Here is my story:

A wonderful goddess and I have been corresponding since she first showed up on Reuniting some months ago. We just spent an AWESOME, WONDERFUL two weeks together sharing bonding behaviors over the Christmas - New Year holidays. We agreed beforehand to not have any sort of intercourse, and we stuck with that plan.

During our discussions leading up to our visit, she asked what we would do while we were together. I suggested that we share lots of bonding behaviors (mainly hugging and cuddling). I also said I would love to sleep with her (with pajamas, without sex) but that it was up to her when and if we might do that. As it turned out, we cuddled the first evening we were together, and she felt safe enough to sleep with me every night.

The first five days, we spent a lot of time hugging and cuddling without any sort of sexual touching. We cuddled and listened to lots of music.

One day, after brunch, we were standing in the kitchen and hugged for five minutes. Me: "Want to lie down and cuddle for 15 minutes?" Her: "OK!" Five hours later, we got up and had supper. We both have been starved for physical affection for many years, so just those non-sexual bonding behaviors were heavenly for both of us.

Whenever I had a hand free, I would slowly and gently rub her back, which she loved, and it felt delicious when she did that to me, too. Often she would fall asleep in my arms after a couple minutes of stroking her back.

(I have given various sorts of massages in the past, but it always seemed like a chore to me because it was expected or demanded from me, and because there was no response to my touches, so I didn't know how and where to touch. My goddess never asked me to rub her back. I just did it naturally, after noticing how nice it felt when she did it to me. She told me my back rubs were wonderful, and stiffened and relaxed when I touched her in various places, which let me know where she wanted to be touched the most. So I enjoyed it and did it willingly.)

One of the things she worried about before we met was that she snores, and she thought I wouldn't like that and wouldn't want to sleep with her because of that. After we were together and she brought it up, I said, "You probably won't believe me, but I don't mind it at all." It wasn't bad and it didn't keep me from sleeping. It was a joy to hold a real woman close to me, and I felt honored that she trusted me and felt safe enough with me to fall asleep in my arms. (She just told me that I snore too, but it didn't bother her and my snoring was "cute"!)

During the first five days, I had plenty of erections, but didn't feel any need to "do" anything about them, and I told her that she didn't need to do anything about them either. She said she liked feeling them against her body. I didn't have any episodes of feeling uncomfortably horny or wanting an orgasm.

I'm glad we refrained from any sort of sexual touching for the first five days, because if we had jumped into sexual behaviors right away, we would have missed finding out how wonderful the non-sexual bonding behaviors are just by themselves.

After five days, we added in sexual touching (of breasts and penis) and kissing. I guess I'm not very sensitive because I didn't get anywhere near orgasm. But, she has very sensitive breasts. After I started gently squeezing and rubbing her nipples, she said, "On a 1-10 scale of wanting an orgasm, I'm at 20." I asked her several times during our visit to please not have an orgasm, because I didn't want to deal with POBF (post-orgasmic brain fallout) from her. She "touched herself" a few times for about a minute each time, and that seemed to relieve her sexual tension. During the times she was not aroused, she said firmly that she didn't want to have an orgasm (because she would feel terrible afterward), but when she was aroused, her resolve was not so strong.

I enjoyed touching and being touched, and enjoyed my and her sexual arousal, without feeling like I wanted to go for an orgasm - at least, during the times we were "making out". However, the first morning after we started the sexual touching, and a couple mornings after that, I woke up with a wired feeling like I have felt a few days after an orgasm. But it was not too uncomfortable or long-lasting. [Update: I think the wired feeling was a hangover from making out.]

She and I both noticed that if I would lie on top of her, and even if we pressed our pelvises together, it was very relaxing and dissipated the sexual tension for both of us. I would lose an erection within seconds, and she would lose the urge to have an orgasm within a minute or two. This was with clothing or pajamas on. I'm not sure what would happen with direct genital contact.

So I nominate "lying on top of each other" as a soothing bonding behavior, and not as an activity that is likely to get the partners overly aroused. (Marnia warns against lying on top of each other in the Exchanges section of her books. I don't think the warning is necessary. I think it's just another way of hugging.)

My purpose for proposing the visit were to enjoy lots of physical affection; to see if I could enjoy being with a woman 24 hours a day for two weeks without sex in the picture; to build up my confidence with dating and being around women; to show her that she is lovely and lovable (as I strongly suspected from our correspondence) and that she CAN attract the affectionate attention of a nice man; and to give her some "oxytocin therapy", to help her heal mentally (from some previous bad experiences with men, and from anxiety and rage attacks) and physically. On the third day we were together, she had a mild anxiety attack. (I might not have known she was having an anxiety attack if she hadn't told me.) I just held her calmly and talked to her. After an hour, she came out of it and was fine. Other than that anxiety attack, she seemed very sweet and normal for the whole visit. Before we got together, she had a question that had puzzled her for a long time: why relate to people? By the end of our visit, she had found an answer that satisfied her. She also said that the reasons she used to have for feeling rage no longer made sense to her, and the rage has gone away. So maybe the oxytocin therapy helped.

This visit showed me that I can have a wonderful time with a woman with just the bonding behaviors. I don't regret abstaining from sex in our brief time together. I think in a long-term relationship, I would like to practice some karezza as well, but there is no hurry; I feel no urgency about it.

Did I mention that the bonding behaviors are wonderful all by themselves?

Epilog: Circumstances beyond our control made it difficult to continue seeing each other. We have both moved on to other, fulfilling relationships. Still, I'm glad I made that visit. It was one of the happiest times of my life.

In my current relationship, I’m practicing karezza and the bonding behaviors as much as possible. (I can always use more practice, and practice makes perfect!) I’m no longer interested in having conventional sex. The few seconds of pleasure from orgasm are just not worth the costs: headaches, unpleasant cravings, and relationship disharmony in the following days.

Have I mentioned how wonderful the bonding behaviors are?

(Fisherman) So, we're a week and a half in. No orgasm or sex. Just cuddling and intimate sharing thus far. No problems on my part. Every time she says, "I don't want to go too fast, let's just do this," I'm more than happy to oblige. So, in essence, bonding behaviors without really trying. Never get to hot, always stop and relax after a period, nice cuddly talk afterwards, usually followed by yet another nice, slow session.

What's hilarious is that what I've been wanting or "trying" to do for two years is now suddenly happening with little to no effort. It's like I'm sitting there watching the pages of the book turn slowly, and I'm seated in a little roller coaster seat just watching it happen while I smile.

I can't even really write too much about it. I'm completely befuddled.

But long story short, this stuff actually works when you just let it play out. I'm quite satisfied. I'm not "horny" or desperate for the full thing. I quite enjoy the pace. Getting nice, sensual touch as normal behavior instead of just something we occasionally do before or after sex is quite a nice thing.

(ibminh) Little side note on Karezza, when I had sex or cuddled with a girl for hours even if I could not ejaculate at all (due to porn-induced delayed ejaculation), I felt really good for many days afterward. All craving to masturbate disappeared, gone! I mentioned in my blog about my first girlfriend who took my virginity more than a year ago. It took me about more than a month to be able to ejaculate. All that time, we cuddled, kissed, and then had sex. We'd take a break to watch a movie, and then go at it again throughout the whole evening (hours and hours of love). Life all sudden became very colorful. I'd wake up at 5am in the morning full of energy. I had so much energy that I can’t even explain. I guess I experienced Karezza way before I knew what it was. Backward learning. Cool!

(cadethefaun) And I still can't believe it happened...

So I met this girl a few minutes after entering the pub and we started talking. We left the pub together to find something to do, but only ended up driving around a while, then going back to her house. And we started talking about our mutual fears and issues with relationships, and how terrifying it was for both of us. We talked about this and many other things until 5 am, then slept cuddled together, then pretty much spent the whole rest of the weekend together, just talking and going to various places including walks, the beach, eating out, both feeling completely at home, as if we'd known each other forever, and not really wanting to be anywhere else. And we pretty much never stopped talking. There hasn't been a single day I haven't heard from her, or her me. We have a lot of fun together and are very affectionate.

I cuddled with her on the nights we spent together for the first month. She said she wasn't ready for sex right then and also didn't want to lead me on bc she wasn't sure if or when she would want to again, she has been through some tough shit, believe me, but I told her the no strings cuddly thing was perfectly fine and eventually things changed. smiley I think she really just wanted to know that I wasn't just in it for a "piece of ass", that I actually cared and genuinely wanted to be around her.

And she is absolutely not what I expected someone I would feel this way about would be. She's a little bit of a basket case(aren't all women in some way, or maybe even all people;Carl Jung, "show me a sane man and I will cure him"), and yet, somehow perfectly adorable to me. And she's honest, I can just ask how she's feeling and she tells me straight up, even if it isn't pretty. Sometimes she just tells me whether I want to know or not, sometimes very heatedly and I just remain calm and talk it through and eventually she calms down. And of course she thinks deeply about things like metaphysics and the universe like me too.



Bonding behaviors when starting karezza

(Kevin) Yesterday, she and I both read this page on karezza, and since I've been over one week without porn, masturbation or orgasm, we decided to try the part on long genital massages without the intent of sexual arousal or orgasm.

She got some lavender-chamomile massage oil, rubbed it in her palm and set to work gently massaging my genitals and surrounding groin area. I got hard at first, then slowly got soft again, and kept alternating between the two. When she gently massaged my taint, I swear it was one of the most relaxing feelings I've ever had--I closed my eyes and almost fell asleep from the extreme relaxation.

I asked her to very gently massage my penis, not with the intent to stroke it or make me cum, but so that I could simply focus on how good it felt without chasing an orgasm. There's a great mental shift when you realize that you can fool around with your SO without chasing an orgasm. When you simply focus on how nice and relaxing it feels, you'll entirely change your perspective.

Last night, my girlfriend gave me a 22-minute genital massage. It's an experience every guy should have. (xpost from /r/NoFap)

One interesting benefit to all this was that while she was massaging my penis, she commented that it was the hardest she'd ever seen or felt it; that it was like "squeezing a rock." And yet, I was simply lost in the moment, not wanting to come close to orgasm, just wanting to bask in the relaxation. At 22 minutes, I felt like I could let her do this to me all night long, but we deemed the experience a success and went to bed. I don't think I've ever felt closer or more in love with her than I did afterwards. I want to return the favor tonight with a genital massage on her.

One of the things that's been haunting my sex life is my feeling that if my SO and I don't reach orgasm, the entire outing was a failure. Now I realize, that's simply not true. You should thoroughly enjoy your sexual experience without necessarily trying to cum. If you do, that's great. If you don't, that's also great. Remember to enjoy the ride, not just reach the destination.

Thanks Curious!

Thanks for directing me here. I realize this is a very old post, but still good stuff. Some things are timeless Smile

My very limited experience with bonding behaviours (3 nights) suggests the same. There is something very magical about them.



Bonding behaviours

Thanks Islander,

Glad to hear that our interest in this approach to intimacy is reassuring to you. "Enjoying" however, is a little misleading. I've been amazed at the low level of interest amongst the women I've met locally. I find that absolutely baffling. I'm not totally sure what that's about (I do have my theories). If you have any insights into what's going on with the women, I'd love to know them.



Let me pipe in as a female

and say I'm really happy about this post, and seeing two of my new friends here having replied. I just happened to find this thread since I'm hoping to have a karezza partner present in my life soon.

I would love to spend this kind of time with a man, and I have the foundation for this, though very few people do - men or women.

I, as a woman, am thrilled to see the lead taken by the men on this site. It's blowing me away. ha ha ha

As Arnold and Islander know, I just went to visit a friend for a week, and had intended to try out some cuddling behaviors with him. I joined a meetup group -- the Seattle Cuddles Meetup -- but haven't attended any of the meetings yet. The organizers have had some kind of healing touch course and certification.

With my friend, I did sleep next to him, and had a little "energy exchange" done as he is a master of kundalini yoga, though nothing sexual occurred for me at all. We also held hands for a moment one night before going to sleep, which I have never done in my life with either of my former committed partners. It was beautiful and I was so touched that I felt overwhelmed and couldn't maintain it for long. I think possibly it affected him the same.

I massaged his shoulders a couple of evenings while he was at the computer and that was very enjoyable for him.

Since we hadn't had much of a discussion about all of this, it was better for me to keep it simple, as I was there to help him and his friends with a construction project.

I think since he did not know about any of this except that I had joined a cuddles group, and that I was interested in kundalini energy, that it was a bit confusing to him just what I wanted. Maybe the guys here will agree. But there was certainly a sense of intimacy and bonding between us which increased as the days passed, and I am very grateful now to have given this a try. I feel encouraged and excited about the possibilities.

Warmest regards to all,