I just had a lovely karezza session. It was short, just 20 minutes, but the best sex I have ever had.
It felt amazing. We barely moved. We kept very still. I was just focussing on the sensations. How it felt to be inside her. How it felt to be received by her. How her hands felt brushing across my back. How we smell together, the scent of our kisses. I was so aroused and full throughout. It required no movement or stimulation. Just very relaxed.
I haven't seen her for a couple of days. Since my last low state, it felt best to leave sex for a bit, due to possible overstimulation. Seeing her today was so nice. I'm feeling the most in love I've felt in my life. I feel like an excited kid sometimes, when I'm cuddling and kissing her. With cuddling, there's so much to be experienced. I'm seeing how cuddling is such a healing thing to do. The more present I am when I cuddle, the greater the sense of relaxation, calm, connection and healing.
This was such a nice karezza session. After about 20 minutes, I don't know why, but it felt like a good idea to finish. I said, 'this is beautiful... I want to finish now'. She replied softly and acceptingly that that's perfectly ok. It just felt right to finish. I suppose I wanted to absorb and be fully effected by the intimacy of the experience. I feel that I was present and still throughout the entire session, and it was the most fulfilling karezza session I've had so far. I pulled out, and we cuddled, kissed and caressed for ten or so minutes more.
Amazing how, with no movement, keeping still, sex can feel so great. As soon as I entered her, it was like a deeper connection of some sort. I felt more aware then usual of how my penis feels inside her. And more aware of the effect my penis had on her. There's nothing else like sex, the feeling of being inside a woman. It's a feeling that I can't describe, but I suppose, a feeling that God gave us such a wonderful thing to experience with one another. I've never been aware of this feeling due to preoccupation with performance, problems with ED, and the false belief that I have to be like some sort of porn star!
I want to experience more and more of this warmth, connection, embrace, empathy, lovingness, and inner feeling of calm.
Thank you for the forum, and pointing me towards karezza :)