4 days no PMO. Some involuntary fantasy. I took myself off of adultfriendfinder, okcupid, facebook, a couple other sites... Before this 4 days I went 21 days without ejaculating but edged to porn a hell of a lot. I thought maybe it'd be helpful in spite of the porn. Now I'm in a deep depression. My band played our biggest, most successful show yet last night and I enjoyed it, but everything else has been misery. Seeing an attractive girl or hearing any talk of dating has been making me tear up. I've slept so much today and at this point I feel totally incapable of being proactive about a relationship. Ehh... That's all for now.