Hi . First of all I want to say that I made this account and write now especially to thank the creator of YBOP and all the one's who have shared their experience with no PMO . It's been so helpful to me ! I'm a 17 y.o male with a mild porn addiction and ED caused by it and for a long time didn't knew what the problem was . I'm one of those who was born with internet porn and i've been using it since I was :-? I guess 10-11 y.o so A LOT ! I've noticed that I had a problem at my first try with a real partner when I was about 15 y.o and everything had gone smooth until the actual intercourse . Then the lack of lubrication , anxiety and my innormal ED problem showed up and I couldn't do it . Didn't have a second chance and lost that girlfriend . That's when confidence problems started to appear as well but I didn't knew about what porn does to me so I continued ( btw i escaleted to shemale porn and femdom ) . Recently I tried again with another girl and same result , everything goes well I'm rock-hard on foreplay and oral sex but when i need to put on the condom and penetrate her , boom the erection goes away and it's freakin' me out . So I decided to buy a pocket pussy for some more real training and I noticed that it didn't really satisfied me , it was too little exciting even without a condom that i still prefered normal masturbation , but forced me only to use the fake vagina for my own good but got me forever to orgasm and with and enormous speed , definatly not real-life speed . Now I figure it's my brain being numb that is causing that . I have also got hold of some levitra pills for my next attempt with a real partner . So when I discovered this website and read the other guys experience with no PMO I decided to try it myself . Said and done . I have not PMO'ed for 1 week (normally I would wank to porn like 3-4 times / week ) and I must say that I really seen improvement like my confidence , been more social and more optimistic and most importantly after only 1 week I masturbated with my pocket pussy WITHOUT porn and WITH a condom on and cummed in like 5 minutes max with a normal slow speed , not even fantasizing about porn , just normal misionary possition with a real girl . This combined with the other positive signs (like confidence and optimism) really pumped up my confidence level that I will eventually get throw this and be able to have sex with a real girl , 'cause I was starting to lose it and prepare myself for a life full of porn and just BJ's , 'cause for normal sex I just couldn't ( also when watching porn I always focused on the oral parts more , probably this was a problem too ) . So I want to thank all of you for what are you doing with this website and forum and I will continue with No PMO this time for 2-4 weeks and then see the result aswell , this time I hope with a real girl .
To be continued...
PS: English it's not my primary language so please excuse my mistakes :-S
If you have any advices I'm looking forward to hear it !