This is day 120 porn and masturbation free.
Many wet dreams (16 to be more precise, days 9, 22, 30, 40, 49, 50, 60, 66, 67, 71, 77, 83, 84, 93, 103, 120). Yea, it happened tonight, I was dreaming of some girl who was 'the girl which discharges my seed' (ridiculous). The last stretch was the longest: 17 days. My penis is uber sensitive, any kind of stimulus (like tight underwear) and I wake up in a pool.
Super high energy as long as no wet dreams. Upon wet dream, headaches and stomach pain. I'm in the headache and stomach pain stage right now. I know masturbation would relieve that, but I'm gonna pass.
Frustrating not being able to do much about these wet dreams. I read about guys struggling to control their urges. I have those under control, hell, I switched to a carnivorous diet and felt crappy for months but stuck with it, I once did a dry fast (no food or water) for almost 4 days. Willpower is not a big problem for me. But what do you do about what you cannot control? Maybe I'm a control freak.
And yeah, I should get a girlfriend. I've heard that too many times. Truth is, relationships bind you, they turn you into a strutting parrot who has to play the games. I suck at societies games so I don't care much for that - more of a Holden Caulfield kind of personality.
End of rambling. Tomorrow is day 1 O free.