I am interested in hearing from anyone who has actually experienced an internal, rather than external orgasm.
I've been able to bring my orgasmic awareness into more parts of my body, and have experienced the valley orgasm of many waves of high orgasmic bliss, but I have not experienced actually bringing the orgasm into the central channel in such a way that the energy does not leak out again.
Marnia, forgive me, I realize that the sexual relating you are promoting goes far beyond the topic of orgasm. But I'm curious, since many of the ancient texts describe bringing the ecstatic energy up the central channel. You reccomend not going too close near the red zone. I am wondering if the approach you suggest is different from those of traditions that say the orgasmic energy can be brought into all of the centers of awareness. Perhaps they do so by not getting into the red zone and bringing their ecstatic awareness up? Are these the same processes being described?