I just thought I would check in with the week that has been.
After seeing my girlfriend last weekend and having done mixed results with ED, probably due to anxiety more than anything, we saw each other again on Tuesday night. To my surprise everything worked out pretty well in the bedroom. We varied out pace between slow and fast, I started to lose it a bit a couple times but took it slower and it came back really quick. I didn't O but I didn't want to and didn't really need to. Everything else was so good anyway! I went into bed without thinking about performance and had no anxiety so I think that is becoming the defining factor to my ED issues now and hopefully ill get through that with more positive experiences.
After that, I haven't had a chaser effect but I've been pretty horny. Just craving that same feeling I had that night again and probably wanting a bit of a release but definitely not to P.
Ive been avoiding all fantasy and erotic images as much as I can. I had a bit of a scare though. A shock really.. Christmas is coming up and I was thinking of getting my lady something sexy for the bedroom, just some nice lingerie. So I went to research what to get and well as you may have assumed, the first site I found had sexy pic right there lol. I think I might have to think of other ideas for Christmas or find another way of finding something for her.
Anyway apart from that everything has been ok. Good even! Ive had a cold or something recently so I haven't felt my best but hopefully that will be gone soon. Ill just have to take it easy I think.
Thanks for reading!