Well, all was going pretty good until the last week or so. I hit 44 days today, and now am back to zero.
I'm home from work and got really bored. I ended up looking at porn and we all know the rest.
I'm really disappointed. I'm still on board and WON'T make this mistake again.
I hope all my effort up to this point hasn't been in vain, I know this is a setback, but how much of a setback?
I don't think that question has a real answer.
One thing that was strange, I did't seem to get the same enjoyment from the porn as I recalled. Even finding the scenes that were favorites didn't seem to deliver in the same way. Almost like it was a bit boring in some way.
All I can do now is accept my slip, and move on. Easier said then done, but that's it.
Others who have gone for long stretches and relapsed, how much of a negative impact does this have on the process?
I'm not concerned about a binge or anything like that, my main concern has to do with the damage already done!