Well, as the title suggests, I had a bit of a fall.
I made it 44 days on my first attempt. The first few weeks were truly effortless for me. I thought I was in the clear. When I started to engage in fantasy I think I set the wheels in motion.
PMO slowly crawled back into my mind and I slowly let it.
I had three days where I engaged in PMO.
I've decided to start over...day 1.
I know it's unhelpful, but I feel really bad going so far only to come to that end. All that time....
I've taken some precautions to help me succeed, but I don't think they'll be necessary. My weakness was my mind. I let my thoughts control me.
I'm going back to my healthy routines. (I've been out of the gym for a few weeks from an injury/sickness) Working out, reading, and meditation will be part of my daily life.
Thats about it. On the road to day 90! I won't fail again!!