what do i do about lack of love for things i used to love and what's the remedy for short memory [1]

hi guys,its been quite a long time since i posted something on this site.I woke up this morning and felt i needed to say something regarding my progress in this reboot process.I will be celebrating 6 months this month since quitting porn with a few masturbation relapses in between.I can surely say its been a long way coming.I have also had a sort of a break up going on behind the scene prior to the start of this reboot.But one thing that i have been suffering from during this reboot process is the lack of love for the things i used to love doing. I don't know if its the reboot process or its the fact that my former love hurt me so much.For example i used to be very passionate about working at my dad's shop but i no longer feel that anymore although i know that that passion is somewhere inside me.Also i see women but i don't feel that rush that i once used to feel whenever i was around a woman i was attracted to although i know that that feeling is inside there but i don't know where.
But one positive habit that i have got from this reboot is the habit of praying and meditating which i have come to appreciate as a source of peace for me.But i have to confess that past images of porn pop up in my mind once in a while but i tend to promptly erase them from my thoughts.
I tend to fret about what could have happened to me if i could continue abusing porn till the once recurring morning woods don't come up once in a while.whats the connection between fretting about such things and morning wood?
Also i tend to suffer from short term memory loss from time to time,how do i handle this?

Thanks and any comments will be appreciated.